I give up.
And when i say i give up this time i really mean it.
I said that so many times that i think it lost the meaning but this time is real.
You know what? that 'little fight' in there was just a quick reminder about the person that i fell in love with last year. You know... the fights, the arguing and everything... when i read your comment the first thing i thought was "stupid asshole" and then i remember how we used to be and i smiled... because that was the character that u used to play when you loved me, and then the smile ran away because maybe now you're not playing anymore, now you really hate me, and you really want me to dissappear for ever. And i have to live with that you know? i have to move on knowing that one of the most precious persons that i will ever met don't wanna see me again ever in his life. It sucks... it really really sucks but i have nothing to do about it, it's not on my hands. You hate me, i miss you, end of the story.
Great, now im fighting against the tears, its like this huge burn into my chest, that grows and grows and it doesn't stop until i start crying. I don't want that, not anyomore... i don't deserve it i guess...
anyway, last year at this time i was missing you so much and crying for you... yes, on christmas. But a year later...is true, i miss you but i ain't gonna cry for you no more. So this is my last goodbye, with this songs you know too well.
goodbyeforever.